Wednesday, August 31, 2005

Letting go



The promise is real,
I only need to believe It.

I'll try and visit sometime












My old self wasn't about to go without a kick and a scream.

I held the door open and said, "Goodbye, you were of no good service to me."

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Of the material











...comes our loveless god.

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Touchable





The answer is always within,

reach.

I keep on coming back


It's always the love that makes me want to stay.

Half full


Without faith,
hope is just a dream.

The real me


Trouble fades, thought
disappears, and I am left
with who I really am.

Thursday, August 25, 2005

One-derful




The most beautiful place in the world,
is right here, right now.

Sunday, August 21, 2005

What if it were true

I had a premonition that we were
meant to save each other.

That was then


I love you like a lover,
like my lover
that you once were.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

On my own



The loneliest you'll ever be is
when you're with someone.

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Don't try and hide it


It's okay to feel that way, really it's okay.

A sure thing


Morning light, beauty
fall back on the faith
that brought me here
to begin
with.

Never too far from you

As the day unfolds treasures emerge,
despair falls away into a nearby corner.

Down before up


They say it can always be worst,
but I know it often gets worse
before it gets better.

I've seen you before



You can tell a lot about a person by their hairdo.

Too tired today





Sometimes I just don't have the energy for the fight.

Monday, August 15, 2005

You didn't know



We did everything together, it was great.

Now, everything is ruined with anyone else.

What you are

I guess I like the idea of you more
then I like the you of you.

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Darkness to light

Push on, I wake up, good or bad.
Tears today, gone tonight, I can be happy again.

When I stop making myself feel sad, I see a glow across the leaves, and I want to live again.

Searching deep inside, release the pain,
Finding a way, to let myself be free again.

Friday, August 12, 2005

When all has failed


The night falls, truth.
The sun rises, faithfully.
Time to come, so close.
Feel it,
hope, there is hope again.

No more

Drift away now, drift away.
We had our time, its over now, no more calls, no messages.
I loved you, you loved me, the book is closed, no more for us.
Drift away now, you can't use me anymore, abuse me anymore.
Don't look for me, don't find me, I won't talk, I won't listen.
The time has come, yes it has, we are done,
so drift away.

Denial always works


...it was really only a paper thin fantasy,
not the dramatic love affair I dreamed up...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Why you did what you did


I cry cause I know, you
never could have loved me,
never could have loved me the way you loved me,
it's just not possible.

Monday, August 08, 2005

Guilty feelings


The crimes you committed lit up in my head,
day and night, blaring loud.

That's when I saw they were my crimes too.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

With you again

Then, another appeal, another chance, another time...
but you are still here lingering, waiting

for your moment to come
around, and you meet me again...

we start all over, from the beginning,
like we never touched before.

Friday, August 05, 2005

Unfamiliar once more




We layed down in bed together,
but we didn't touch each other.

Day to night




The darkness undermines my spirit,
but somehow,

I still manage to make it
through the day.

A real date

This time he stayed for over an hour,
and he even agreed to go for a walk!

Converge


Two lives,
going in opposite directions.

Answers






What if...
YOU were the one in trouble?

Complexity

If only he understood me better,
then we'd still be married.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Another runaway


I spent the night waiting for my son to return.
The police finally brought him back safely.
Afterwards, it rained profusely.

Monday, August 01, 2005

Searching




Finding your way back, is never an easy task.

45 minutes

He came over, ate, and left.
In less then an hour, he was gone.

The lucky ones


Pretty is in youth,
beautiful is forever.