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I've been abusing myself.

I've stoned myself, hit and kicked, bit and spat, pushed and shoved, yelled and screamed at myself all day and all night.

I've denied my vary thoughts, my deepest desires, my own wishes. I've abandoned myself, demeaned and humiliated, teased and tore myself to bits.

I've completely betrayed who I was, distancing myself from my own past.

I broke my own will, until there was nothing left but desperate remains, gasping for life,

but I never gave it a second chance.

I completely turned myself away, left my will to crumble -

then embraced the Truth of who I AM.