I Don't Believe in War

I've never been in War before. The air assault is frightening. I run and hide, waiting. No place seems safe, nothing seems right. Nausea, dizziness, confusion. Get up - no, it's too soon. Can't think yet. Now the ground troops come in; careful or they'll find me. My eyes water but I cannot cry. Just wait and wait, still knowing He holds my hand.