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I just wanted to die with dignity, saved from the shame and humiliation I brought upon myself,

but He wanted so much more for me.

He wanted to save me from the death of my sins, my helplessness, my errors, my misguided way.

He wanted to give me joy I never imagined and a spot next to our heavenly Father.

I wasn't just saved from myself, I was spared from a hellish demise to be set free into eternity.

What keeps me away from Love?

Guilt and Shame = Forgiveness and Humility

Please, Lord, may I please you, Lord,

please you, please you,

please, please, please, Lord please.

Dark thoughts, secrets memories slip in without much warning.

A quick turn to notice them and their shadows are immediately lost to the Light.

For they cast down every man his rod, and they became
serpents: but Aaron's rod swallowed up their rods.

Exodus 7:12

If you are waiting for God to give you whatever YOU want,

then you have no need for religion.

There is nothing between me and Thee.

When I come home to Him again, there is a great reunion.

I cry of loneliness but I know I must wait for His call.

He sends me away, I don't always know why.

Run for you life!

Turn away from trouble, to a higher place.

Leave it quickly, don't delay, keep eyes straight ahead.

The life you never dreamed you could have is waiting to receive you.

But his wife looked back from behind him, and she became a pillar of
salt.
Genesis 19:26

There are those who simply do not want to believe.

Then there are those who want to KNOW; these become seekers. They journey until they find their answers.

Staying on the Upper Layers

Do not faSINate over the ways and wonders of darkness. You will never get to the bottom of it. It serves only to pull you further away from Him.

Oh Lord, what beauty do you hold for me today?

And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the
face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.
And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.

Genesis 1:3,4